Stoic
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I cant keep a job down…I cant bring myself to start another one.?
I have had some amazing jobs…i was a firefighter for 2 years on moorlands and a partime groundworker in a quiet quiet part of the world, (the locals nicknamed me useless though)
I worked at an airport for three months for 15? an hour changing aircraft wheels (i was the butt of jokes as a liability)
and worked in good kitchens and restaurants (i couldnt keep the kitchen together)
and so many many other jobs agencies work kitchens you name it but within three months im told we dont think you want to be here or i cant get outa bed for love nor money
I am so laid back coming across to people, they take the mickey outta me cos im non responcive even to sneaky firecrackers or cars nigh on almost running me over when i dont look.
and cant speak sence, so mutch is always going on in my head though im always thinking and everytime im fired i keep stoic keep a straight face thank them but inside now i try not to burst into tears…im clinnicly useless, i cant do nowt i try so so hard
my freinds are rude and tell me to get a job, girls are put off cos all i do now is play b ball and get state money, i given up and have done everything…im only 25 and the only thing i do well is washing up but its depressing
I try try try…i gave up after um 8 years strong attitude… only some one i know would say something as stupid as julia said
Guaranteed you will get labeled and most likely medicated if you see a psychiatrist, that is all they do……
I dont know if you have ‘word salad’ or not….. the way you write could be your education level or cultural differences……………..but it basically sounds fine and is understandable, so it is how you feel and your concerns over thinking a lot, and feeling social pressure in a sensative way, not knowing what to say….etc
If YOU think you need help with ’speaking sense’……..or some other thing, expressing yourself well, and want to be evaluated, then find someone who will check you for everything , and get more than one opinion, without telling the other what the first one said, because they play follow the leader with opinions all the time………..
Many times these problems are rooted in imbalanced horomones and you need those well evaluated, along with learning disabilities,etc….
You say you are living off the ’state;’ so if your health insurance will pay for it, get a good evaluation, not just someone who will automatically think you have ‘word salad’ because you think you speak differently sometimes………’word salad’ implies schizophrenia , which is the direction others are going with what you have shared here.
Here are some evaluation places I would feel comfortable that you would get a fair evaluation.
Here is a free healing tool you could apply to all your fear and problems also……
I wish you well
D.D | Jan 25, 2010
You’re running perilously close to word salad here, and your thoughts seem to be derailing. I’m wondering if you might have some psychiatric problems that aren’t being sufficiently addressed, and that is what is leading to your failure to keep a job.
You might want to consider a psychiatric consult. What could it hurt?
Best of luck with your decision,
~Dr. B.~
michele | Jan 25, 2010
Sorry if this sounds rude, but WAKE UP and pull yourself together… GROW UP. Take responsibility for yourself. No one else can make you change your attitude.
Julia | Jan 25, 2010